1. |
The End?
00:31
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Fuck
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2. |
Dreams of Plastic
04:01
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Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Where do all the dreams go
When we grow up
Is it too late to recall
What we believed or are we fucked?
Dreams of plastic
Melt with the fire
Of the unborn tactics
You're losing your power
The power to control
The force to move on
Wasted time and a missed chance
It's time to go
Looking back at your own line
You realize you wanted more
Dreams of plastic
Melt with the fire
Of the unborn tactics
You're losing your power
To take your own control
But now it's time to go
Don't say that I didn't tell you
This is not a game
Can't say that now I respect you
And the test of power you made
Dreams of plastic
Melt with the fire
Of the unborn tactics
You're losing your power
The power to control
The circle being drawn
With dreams slowly dying
And the urge for situations disguising
Phase 1 begins
Realization
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3. |
World With Another Face
06:07
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Locked in an eternal place
There is only disgrace
And pain, for the one who creates
A world with another face
Only you have the key
And the determination to kill
The urge to open the door
Of your self control
It's part
Of your conspiracy
The sweet and bitter irony
That remained in eternity
Come back to reality
Cathedrals are shining right through your way
Rivers reflecting a new solar ray
Portraits of places that were never made
World with another face
People you love
Are looking for you
And all you do
Is enjoy the view
Of a world that doesn't exist
Stop
Or you won't be missed
Don't stop to believe
You need to percieve
It's time to retrieve
What you used to see
It's part
Of your conspiracy
The sweet and bitter irony
That remained in eternity
Come back to reality
Waiting for the answer to come while you hide
Creating a new world you think you are fine
Portraits of places that only you can find
World with another mind
Master of the perception
Killer of new creation
Mind of the oppressor
Taking no exceptions
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4. |
Indecision
03:07
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After realizing what's going on
You take the bull by the horns
Decisions are becoming very strong
Although your strength it's not enough
Your addiction is like
Alcohol
Phase 2
Umm... i'm fucking wasted dude
Fuck her... fuck her
I'm... i'm going to sleep
I'm going to sleep
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5. |
Hangover of Decisions
03:08
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Oh shit
Wait a fucking second
Gimme, gimme a fucking second
I'm already done
Oh my fucking god
Shut up
Not enough, not enough
Not enough
Time to waste
What have i done
My intuition is fighting my decision
I just wanna know if it will last
Every day feels like a competition
Between the smart and the fast
Hangover of decisions
Wondering what the fuck you did
Regretting the transitions
Of states of mind, now time to think
You wake up and regret feelings
You had before
Forgot established limits
What happens next is unknown
This is the choice
I made by my own
Yesterday's thoughts
Are all gone
Maybe i'm doing
Something wrong
It's alcohol it's gonna be your fall
It's the most powerful
I will not be, crushed today
Your insecurities are your decay
Not enough
Time to waste
Tears to fade
Effort made
Choices made
Blinded fate
Good old days
Not enough
Not enough
Not enough
Not enough
Not enough
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6. |
Imagination
03:24
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A painful regret
Of what you didn't make
Will never be enough
Will never be enough
I can't tell you my problems
It's just too much to take
There's no way to confront them
Had enough time to fake
Why should i try
To make you understand
Why should i try
To make you understand
Gotta overthink
About obvious things
And find a way to link
My point of view
With the reality
Based on my own critique
Bad advice of few
It's your imagination
(But what if it's not)
Imagination
(You're so fucking wrong)
Phase 4
Can't be forgiven by my spirit
The consequence of my acts
Behold a stronger meaning
And i'm being punished for the facts
Why should i try
To make everything right
I will open my eyes
It's time to decide
What the fuck you mean
"It's gonna be ok"?
You just don't deal with this and all my pain
Right now i feel like trash
And i wanna go back
I'll push myself really far
Even if i don't want to
I'll be the only one to
Face all these issues i know i'll
Open my eyes right now
What the fuck am i doing
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7. |
Done
00:42
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Phase 5
...It's over
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8. |
Stubborn
03:02
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I wasn't trying to neglect my feeling
I just did what I felt was right
I said the right words and there I killed it
It was just a happy beggining
All of the comments slipped away
Even though they were accurate
The sun rises in your face
Memories of the moment invade
Deaf ears are bold
Fuck you all
Like ice, cold cold
Behavior and the way you talk
What was stable now feels old
Depressed they label my door
Why should I accept it all
Fuck that, phase 6 will be worse
Lay in bed and regret your choice
Told myself try once more
Blame yourself
Blame yourself
Point the finger to other place
All I want is to forget
This is not the
End
This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end
Not the end
This
is
not
the
End
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9. |
Dark Room
01:56
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It's too soon for me to die
I have one more shot one try
It's getting closer
I'm falling lower
Dark room, suffocating scene
Never ending doom
You're a stubborn being
A stubborn being
Someone is pulling my strings
Something has turned me into a fiend
And i know clearly what it is
Our story i try to clean
I'm wishing i could make this mine
That this could be the last time
I feel dizzy and i keep trying
Lie to myself when i am dying
A thousand thoughts
Are all ignored
Memories and hopes
I try to throw away
So far away
Confusion kills
My mind is bored
How hard it is
To let go
Phase 7 kills
My mind is bored
How hard it is
To let go
I killed myself on a useless try
I blamed myself and the fault wasn't mine
I killed myself on a useless try
I blamed myself and the fault wasn't mine
Don't forget who were always there
Someday they will go away
Are you happy with the results?
Does it feel good to have the guts?
I wasn't prepared for this dance
Never would have thought it will be the last
The clock goes on
And i feel really alone
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10. |
Hands
03:27
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Hate hate (eight eight eight)
Hate hate (eight eight eight)
Hate hate (eight eight eight)
Hate hate (eight eight eight)
It was you
It was you
You did that
Only in your hands
It was you
It was you
You did that
Only in your hands
Only in your hands
Memory erased, suddenly you forget
You took the bull, you faced the truth
(Burns inside of me, dims outside of me)
(Burns inside of me, dims outside of me)
My lungs are clogged
And my face is tired
My body feels gone
My attention has been fired
You're fired
(Get the fuck out of here)
Oh you're fired
(Get out, get the fuck out)
I just threw my books away
My lyrics my reflection my own faith
The will to live, and enjoy myself
The only thing I hear is my mind say
It was you
It was you
You did that
Only in your hands
It was you
It was you
You did that
Only in your hands
Only in your hands
Think about it
Not anymore
Sleep without it
I've had it before
Failed expectations
And desperation
And trying to forget
All exagerations
I just don't think
I'm doing it right
The only people on this fight
Are me and myself
(Where is your life going?
I don't know
What are you doing?
Fucking everything up like always
Who the fuck told you to do that?
I didn't
It was me)
Am I alone
Am I drunk
Maybe I am right now
Why man why
Why it had to end like that
I'm only 21
I don't know where to go
All I wanna do is live
Forever
Let me go back
To the first days
When everything was great
You're driving me insane
Take it or leave it
There's not second chance
I didn't think that'd be it
This was all that I had
Your taste, your face, everything that I hate
The only game I don't wanna play
Hate yourself, embrace the pain
You think it's too late to be born again?
A newborn boy
Seeking approval
Will die in the cold
Pain of refusal
Pain of refusal
I'm only 21
I don't know where to go
All I wanna do is live
Forever
I'm gonna be reborn
Produce all of my songs
All I'm gonna do is live
Forever
A grammy I will get
My mom will see me there
And she's gonna know I'll live
Forever
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11. |
I.W.T.W
04:37
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Pretty weird place huh?
You probably don't remember me
And I'm sure that's for the best
I just wanted to say that
No, you know what? Nevermind
Just… live your life man
It's gonna be ok
I'll make sure you don't make the same mistakes I did
So don't let me down, eh?
I'll be watching you
Phase 9
All mistakes
Must be gone
Forget them all
It's not your fault
Moving on
Growing up
Only your soul
Guiding your road
Live with the mark of regret
Laying alone in my bed
While I mourn
This is not what I want
Before I know I'll be dead
And there's still a lot that I need to be said
Songs that I need to make
My mind is just swollen
From thinking it over
And over and over and over and over and over and over again
Before this is over let's move out the boulder
That blocked us by our order making our slumber longer today
Tomorrow is gonna be a brighter day
I don't know what the future awaits
I just know what I want
Tomorrow is gonna be a brighter day
I don't know what the future awaits
I just know what I want
(I want the world)
Dreams come true
Don't come through
Jump to the pool
Drown or be cool
I thought enough
Vanished the ghosts
The past is a pawn
I walk on my own
Tomorrow is gonna be a brighter day
I don't know what the future awaits
I just know what I want
(I want the world)
Tomorrow is gonna be a brighter day
I don't know what the future awaits
I just know what I want
I want the world
I want the world
Na na na, na na na
I want the world
Just the whole world
I just want the whole world
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12. |
I Promise
02:17
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Although you know it's different
You are different
And your pain was made to end
It really is like being born again
When everything was just a song
A party with the ones you know the most
And you love the most
A picture an audio some laughter with your friends
It all starts making sense
3 years in the making and i still live
I just don't want this dream to disappear
I walked alone in this road
Thought it might be good to learn how to record
I can't forget, but i can overcome
It's time to move along, a brighter future calls
The sands of time were moving, and letting you evolve
What would i say to old me
We will get through this
We will get through this
We will get through this
I promise
It's the scream of the phoenix
It's the face of a new man
It's new ink on old lyrics
A new way of living life
Phase 10
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13. |
Light (Phase 0)
04:18
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Alright, last one
Light is shining through your window
All the buildings rising up
And reality now seems to be unknown
Honey don't you cry no more
Birds will play a song for us
And the fresh air you will feel it in your lungs
Light is shining through your window
On your phone your favorite song
And i know that someday you will hit the road
Without being afraid
On the phase of chasing
And finally facing
What yesterday seemed to hurt so much
Without being afraid
On the phase of chasing
And finally facing
What yesterday seemed to hurt so much
To hurt so much
Light is shining through your window
All the buildings rising up
And reality now seems to be unknown
Honey don't you cry no more
Birds will play a song for us
And the fresh air you will feel it in your lungs
Light is shining through your window
On your phone your favorite song
And i know that someday you will hit the road
Without being afraid
On the phase of chasing
And finally facing
What yesterday seemed to hurt so much
Without being afraid
On the phase of chasing
And finally facing
What yesterday seemed to hurt so much
To hurt so much
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Mauricio Tolosa
Producer/Musician/Singer/Cool Human Being.
Take me back to 2006 and let me do it all over again
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